Why I always keep fooling myself like this, at least I have only 1 friend there that actually respects me (I never told him my actual interests). Also this day got worse because I had a feeling of some people was laughing at me while I was talking during

Why I always keep fooling myself like this, at least I have only 1 friend there that actually respects me (I never told him my actual interests). Also this day got worse because I had a feeling of some people was laughing at me while I was talking during