I'm wildly inconsistent, I kill two kids, then proceed to go hard 0 awareness, pump my own teammate, try to reset a wall that isn't mine twice, pull out my sub that isn't reloaded, then finally kill the 3d cuz hes somehow worse than me. Any way I can work

I'm wildly inconsistent, I kill two kids, then proceed to go hard 0 awareness, pump my own teammate, try to reset a wall that isn't mine twice, pull out my sub that isn't reloaded, then finally kill the 3d cuz hes somehow worse than me. Any way I can work